Gender Differences
Gender DifferencesI was surprised finding out that the topic for our paper was about our
feelings of belonging to the other gender. I think the title of the book
"Men are From Mars, Women are From Venus" by John Gray applies to how
different men and women are in their attitudes, feelings and lifestyles.
This experience for me will be enjoyable for me since I have never thought
what it would be like to be a female and also to hopefully give me a
better insight on a few questions that have interest me about women since
I was a little kid.
Both, men and women, are constantly concerned about looking "good" even
though they are physically different. In order to look appealing to
others, men are supposed to be big, strong, and athletic, whereas women
are supposed to be thin, pretty, and big-breasted. I often wonder why we
put so much emphasis on the way a person looks. I think females feel more
of the pressures of looking "good". In the past, I've talked to some of
my girlfriends and they told me that the pressure and competition they
are faced with is stressful and painful. I told them that I am not too
critical when checking out girls and when it comes to seeing other males
bigger or stronger than myself, that I don't feel too much pressure of
trying to look better than them. I am rather more concerned of my own
health and ways to improve it. I was really surprised when they told me
that other girls are the ones who usually criticize or pressure them.
When I was aware of this, I did notice, at times, while walking around
casually with my girl friends, when they weren't looking appropriate,
would get stares, hisses or comments from other females. I was even
surprised when I heard my girlfriends talking about other girls right in
front of me, even though most of these times I didn't notice anything
wrong or different about the other girls they were talking about. From
this observation, I think the pressure of always looking good would be
greater if I was to be a female. I would always try to look good and to
please others. Girls, I think, are faced with enormous pressures to look
good. Television, for example, almost never features old, heavy, or
unattractive women. Even if a character is a doctor or a scholar on
television, she looks like a Playboy bunny.
When it comes to sexuality, I think there is great confusion for both
males and females. One contributing factor is the double standard still
existing. For instance, the same girls who are pressured to having sex on
a Saturday night are called "sluts" and "hoes" on Monday morning. The
boys, or the "studs", who coaxed them into sex at the parties avoid them
in the halls at school. Also, our society doesn't have clearly defined
and universally accepted rules about sexuality. We live in a pluralistic
culture with contradictory sexual paradigms. We hear diverse messages
from our families, our churches, our schools and the media, and each of us
must integrate these messages and arrive at some value system that makes
sense to us. Another reason there is confusion is that we are taught by
movies and television that sophisticated people are free and spontaneous
while we are being warned that casual sex can kill us. Double binds and
impossible expectation trap us.
Becoming a female Asian Catholic, I think my parents and older siblings
would be more protective of me. I am the youngest of 7 boys and 2 girls.
I still remember times when my younger sister was my age and the trouble
she sometimes faced to just go out on a date or with her friends.
Sometimes she would ask me to tag along with her so my parents would think
she was out with me. During these times, I remember worrying about her
safety even though I am 8 years younger than she is. I can't imagine how
hard it would be for me if I was a girl and the baby of the house. I
would probably have to hear the words "curfew" or "be home at ten" for the
first time without laughing. I would definitely remember all the times I
have taken for granted such as being able to freely go out and not get in
trouble, when I was a boy.
Another thing I would be concerned with, if I was a girl, is sex and
violence. Since females are on average smaller than males they are more
prone to sexual attacks such as rape. In one of my psychology courses, I
was surprised when the professor asked her students to raise their hands
if they were or knew a person who has been a victim of rape and mostly all
of the students, including myself, raised their hands. One thing I would
do before I considered being intimate with a male is to take a self-
defense course and learn to "shout, push, punch, and escape". I think
it's healthy for girls to enjoy their own developing sexual responsiveness
and to want to explore their sexuality, but there is no easy or
established way to stop a sexual encounter. Some of my friends avoid
dating and touching because they do not know how or when to draw a line in
order to say stop. Not knowing how to say "no", I think, makes a female
more prone to rape and violence.
One of my friends had confided in me of her incident while on a field
trip. Her rapist came into her tent to borrow a butterfly net held her
down, choked her and raped her. The next morning she pretended it never
happened. She denied the experience until a year later when she went
camping with her family. She crawled into their tent and stopped
breathing as memories flooded her. She told her mother what had happened
and her parents reported the crime. The boy involved claimed consensual
sex. After a year, it was hard to prove otherwise and she dropped the case.
I felt deeply for her but without much knowledge on the subject I only
could provide her comfort. I think if I was a girl and I was raped I
would be emotionally scarred and fear getting pregnant and sexual
transmitted diseases. I can't imagine how I would feel if I got pregnant
or contracted a STD by a non-consenting partner. Both are life-changing
events that would be hard to accept and understand. If I did become
pregnant, I would probably consider, for the first time, having an
abortion or giving the baby up for adoption, even though I am Catholic.
Coming to the end of my paper, I want to bring up issues and questions
that I have always wondered about and would like to be finally answered
through this experience of becoming a female. First off, I would like to
know what is all the fuss about PMS and are there actual syndromes such as
being cranky, having cramps, and a few others not appropriate to mention
at this time. I would also like to know how the feelings of having sex
would be like and the truth about multiple orgasms. Also, why women talk
when they are in the restroom and what they could possibly talk about.
Another question I would ask is how a woman feels while pregnant and the
joy of giving "actual" birth to a child. These are just a few things I am
curious about. By writing this short paper, I have gained a deeper
insight and appreciation on how it would feel to actually be a woman. I
would like to also give credit to all the women out there for who and what
they are and for what they have to go through.
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